No blue variety of the brilliant Dahlia has ever been cultivated; hence "blue dahlia," fig. for "something impossible or unattainable."

I’m fairly certain, if my hiatus didn’t make this clear enough, that I’m retiring this blog until further notice.

P.S. certain person who dreams themselves to be larger than this small town because they’re just so “hip” and “trendy” …fuck you and your chubby cakeface. you really don’t dress well and i’d go about mastering basic grammar and the stairmaster before putting on airs.

P.P.S. everyone else. sorry i couldn’t end with more integrity given how much work i put into this blog but more than artifices this blog was always more concerned with truth.
i never really got to record my nightmares or extrapolate more about religion and boys but i don’t have it in me anymore to bare the few things i’ve got left. especially given the kind of people there are in this world…

i’m happier just living these things than recording them (to an extent)
sorry this was beyond convoluted and petty and unworthy of serving as any sort of “finale” but all there is left to say is goodbye goodbye goodbyeeeeee

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