Day 8

Three turn ons:

Isn’t this basically identical to that list of what I look for in guys?  This is getting so repetitive I swear on my life never to do these things again and am only following through with this one because a) I’d like to finish what I’ve started, & b) It keeps me accountable if I go not posting anything for a few days longer than I should.  But really, not doing this shit again.  Bahh now I actually have to rack my brain for things I like about boyz apart from height and smiles and intelligence, which really leaves very little…
I also feel like I’m the only one that takes these assignments so seriously.

Err… awk but I’m just going to name the three things I like about A. because right now he’s just on my mind (through more of a conscious decision to keep him on my mind, rather than because I can’t stop thinking about him but feeling warm and fuzzy instead of shitty nonetheless ha) and I would like to acknowledge the things about him that make me happy, which in turn are really the things about him that make him so different from anyone I’ve encountered these past two years.

A:
-Genuine.  He is what he is and he loves what he loves and he knows what he wants and goes after it without giving a single consideration as to who might be watching.
-Smartass.  I still can’t believe the way he trumped me in my own argument so swiftly.
-Confident.  He isn’t confident through that trite swagger all college boyz have that has been exhausted by their hubris and locker room talk and drinking tales, but truly confident in the sense that he could unflinchingly approach me a second time instead of nursing his ego by talking shit and getting with someone else after his failed first attempt.

Lalalalalalala

S, in case you were wondering, A. very much stands for the brother of a glorious Roman heroine.  
To be anymore specific would be giving too much away but I’m sure you put the pieces together prior to my elucidation :)
It is absolutely bizarre how my entire mood can be radically reversed through one convenient distraction.  I’m a little taken aback by the effectiveness of my own mind games but perhaps there is some validity to positive thinking…
Happy boy chasing dearest Goddess of the Hunt.

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